lets get a little bit personal

well hello.... no i haven't fallen off the face of the earth (though it may have seemed like that).  a lot of things have happened, and not happened, since i last posted.  it's the time of year where everything is changing.  school starts on monday.... let me repeat that school starts on monday! on monday i will officially be a junior in COLLEGE! time is flying by.
yesterday i moved into my new apartment. an apartment where i am not living with any of my friends... in fact i don't even know anybody in the entire complex.  i have met two of my room mates... and i'm not sure what to think... actually i'm terrified thats what i think.  what if we don't get along, what if i spend the whole semester left out because everybody else is friends with their room mates and becomes friends with eachother in the ward and i never make any friends. it's  a scary thought.
the title of this post is "lets get a little bit personal" well i'm about to be very honest... on the internet(always a risky idea). i am terrified that all of my best friends are going to make other friends that they live with and then they will forget about me.  i'm terrified that i'm going to spend every friday night alone in my room watching the oc (great show by the way but the characters can't actually talk back to me and be my friends).  i'm terrified for my MCOMM class, but it's my final general so that's exciting. i'm just feeling really nervous about all of my life in general... it's all so unknown and for a girl who is in love with writing in her planner.... well it doesn't bode well.

so here is to a new sememster and making the best of every situation.  here is to the stable wonderful things in my life. my job, the gospel, and my optimism.